Monday, June 22, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
UmmiMedi-Days

Somehow i feel offended. I don't get it. If i'm studying about a topic, what's so wrong about asking a why, or a how question? Each time i threw a question, i'll get a common reply like - 'I don't know' or 'You don't have to go so much detailed'. Sometimes, they demotivated me to ask further; sometimes I would just go about and ask questions till they can't answer, a thought to themselves- 'I've never know that..' Somehow, I felt they're annoyed of my asking questions behaviour. So, to ask or not to ask? I'd prefer search the internet, find the answers on my own. Or maybe i could share with some friends, brainstorming. Haha. But hell right, i do feel offended each time they're telling me, i'm going into too detailed. How should i do now? Am i really studying the wrong directions?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
My Pup
I miss Wolfi~
Missing him a lot and worrying about him a lot.
Called home last night to check out how is he doing, found out that he didn't eat in the morning, nor noon. He didn't even want to eat in the evening; then maybe he got hungry, he had to finish whatever is left there in the bowl.
Talked to dad, I even talked to Wolfi across the phone.. yeah, I am really missing him so. Dad said he was searching for me after hearing my voice, and lucky thing, he started eating then.
I know I may sound stupid to talk to a puppy through the phone; I am only taking it as, talking to a baby through phone when you misses them so. So, there is nothing wrong talking to a puppy too, aye? They do hear us anyway.
I even tried video calling, but failed. Called up help centre, they said there is some video call problem at where I am staying. I think that would be an excuse only. Wished not to argue further, I hang up the phone, and they actually charged me for calling the HelpLine. Aren't it supposed to be FOC?
Called dad again and confirmed that Wolfi had finished the food and was asleep in the living room. Talked to dad for awhile then hang up the phone. Tears were there in my eyes, I am so missing Wolfi.
I remembered the day when I went home last weekend, the way how he welcomed me home, or should I say, "Wow, she is back! She has been disappearing for some days, and now she is here!"
I remembered that day when I arrived Penang, felt so lost. haha. Wanted to walk home, but I was too afraid to make the move. It was 310am, and I was at the station. I know there were people offered to fetch me, asked me to give them a call when I arrived, but I just couldn't make that call at that hour and wake somebody up, just to pick me up. So, I hang around the station, had a cup of instant noodle, I even had a nap with my piggy at the station. Till it was 530am, I gave Mumusan a call (thanks for picking me up, I am really appreciated it =] ).
Arrived home, Wolfi was there, jumping up and down, for as long as he could. Even when I was sitting down already, he will came by and trying to be pampered around me. And yes, I love him so much. I talked to him. You know, after I watched the movie "10 Promises to My Dog", yes, I try my very best to build the relationship between myself and my puppy. It's like how you trying to build the bridge between you and your friend, or your partner. Taking care of the puppy since he was only 1 month plus. Now, he is already 5 months old. A very young puppy with very low guts; but very smart; active, sensitive, sleeps whenever wherever..
You will eventually grow some kind of feelings when you really take an effort into knowing a person or a pet. Look into that person (or pet), realize the qualities and learn to appreciate them. I am still in the process of knowing Wolfi. It does take the time and effort.
hmm.. I am so missing him.. this feeling, it makes me feel lonely too. hmm. Hey Wolfi, if only one day animal can read (hahaha..), be good alright; and know that I really miss you. Hope the genetic decease that you are experiencing now will soon recover.
Missing him a lot and worrying about him a lot.
Called home last night to check out how is he doing, found out that he didn't eat in the morning, nor noon. He didn't even want to eat in the evening; then maybe he got hungry, he had to finish whatever is left there in the bowl.
Talked to dad, I even talked to Wolfi across the phone.. yeah, I am really missing him so. Dad said he was searching for me after hearing my voice, and lucky thing, he started eating then.
I know I may sound stupid to talk to a puppy through the phone; I am only taking it as, talking to a baby through phone when you misses them so. So, there is nothing wrong talking to a puppy too, aye? They do hear us anyway.
I even tried video calling, but failed. Called up help centre, they said there is some video call problem at where I am staying. I think that would be an excuse only. Wished not to argue further, I hang up the phone, and they actually charged me for calling the HelpLine. Aren't it supposed to be FOC?
Called dad again and confirmed that Wolfi had finished the food and was asleep in the living room. Talked to dad for awhile then hang up the phone. Tears were there in my eyes, I am so missing Wolfi.
I remembered the day when I went home last weekend, the way how he welcomed me home, or should I say, "Wow, she is back! She has been disappearing for some days, and now she is here!"
I remembered that day when I arrived Penang, felt so lost. haha. Wanted to walk home, but I was too afraid to make the move. It was 310am, and I was at the station. I know there were people offered to fetch me, asked me to give them a call when I arrived, but I just couldn't make that call at that hour and wake somebody up, just to pick me up. So, I hang around the station, had a cup of instant noodle, I even had a nap with my piggy at the station. Till it was 530am, I gave Mumusan a call (thanks for picking me up, I am really appreciated it =] ).
Arrived home, Wolfi was there, jumping up and down, for as long as he could. Even when I was sitting down already, he will came by and trying to be pampered around me. And yes, I love him so much. I talked to him. You know, after I watched the movie "10 Promises to My Dog", yes, I try my very best to build the relationship between myself and my puppy. It's like how you trying to build the bridge between you and your friend, or your partner. Taking care of the puppy since he was only 1 month plus. Now, he is already 5 months old. A very young puppy with very low guts; but very smart; active, sensitive, sleeps whenever wherever..
You will eventually grow some kind of feelings when you really take an effort into knowing a person or a pet. Look into that person (or pet), realize the qualities and learn to appreciate them. I am still in the process of knowing Wolfi. It does take the time and effort.
hmm.. I am so missing him.. this feeling, it makes me feel lonely too. hmm. Hey Wolfi, if only one day animal can read (hahaha..), be good alright; and know that I really miss you. Hope the genetic decease that you are experiencing now will soon recover.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
今天没心读书因为...
几天了,睡都不入眠…
在陌生的地方,没有熟悉的面孔;没有消耗的地方;一个人的肃静,一个人的环境,原来大家都不怎么迎新,巴不得“你就会离开了”!
这里,风不狂,日好猛,感觉上,叶,落得好快;我的心忽然变成了beauty n the beast里的那一朵玫瑰花,倒数着时间,要活得精彩;可是它却枯萎得好快。。。
在陌生的地方,没有熟悉的面孔;没有消耗的地方;一个人的肃静,一个人的环境,原来大家都不怎么迎新,巴不得“你就会离开了”!
这里,风不狂,日好猛,感觉上,叶,落得好快;我的心忽然变成了beauty n the beast里的那一朵玫瑰花,倒数着时间,要活得精彩;可是它却枯萎得好快。。。
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