舍
心里放下了不少
原以为
我可以很潇洒
就这样
一走了之
没有牵挂
没有烦恼
原来 不能
Monday, February 23, 2009
230209 0201
Negative charge is all around me; whatever I do, wherever I go, whatever I see... I am all filled up with negative charge.
How long have I not been in this situation already? I cannot blame others of what I am going through right now. Yes, I may have complains about how I was being treated, but still it's up to me on how do i take it as.
I can't relax when the problem is still there; but at the same time, I can't afford to bother much when the problem is still there. So, why the heck I worry so much, even I was only in a game? Expectation.. I expected to at least control of the situation while I am in a game; I expected to let go all my anger while I am in a game; I expected to release everything once I am in a game.
Nah, end of the day, when you aren't fully utilize your "present" moment, you ain't fully enjoying or experiencing that current moment.
There are some interesting people I met recently. I finally agree, you can't be alone in this world, can never be. Just recently, I started to discover that, behind everybody's nice looking face, outfit etc, there is always another person that you never know. It isn't that I never understand this fact before, but to know and understand the fact, and to experience it by yourself then only to know and to better understand it; it is totally different! As the matter of fact, it really scare me. Well, of course there was some which actually impressed me; reminds me of Forrest Gump too.
Anyway, cut all the crap. Guess what? I have a puppy at thome, came into the family on the 20th of February 2009, if I am not mistaken, it was born on the 23rd or 24th of January 2009. So, dad and mom took it in 2 days ago, and bring it to the vet. Pity him, got some skin problems due to the environment he was there before. Got him 2 injections and some medicine to be taken everyday. The vet doc named him as Don... so, that's his name, which I was never been consulted yet. i remembered that day, I was googling the names for puppies.. and was asking a friend's opinion as well. The result, I love the name "Wolfi". That is what I call my pup now. And yes, dad and mom call the pup "Don" and I am still stick with "Wolfi" =D
Too sleepy to continue this blog already...
How long have I not been in this situation already? I cannot blame others of what I am going through right now. Yes, I may have complains about how I was being treated, but still it's up to me on how do i take it as.
I can't relax when the problem is still there; but at the same time, I can't afford to bother much when the problem is still there. So, why the heck I worry so much, even I was only in a game? Expectation.. I expected to at least control of the situation while I am in a game; I expected to let go all my anger while I am in a game; I expected to release everything once I am in a game.
Nah, end of the day, when you aren't fully utilize your "present" moment, you ain't fully enjoying or experiencing that current moment.
There are some interesting people I met recently. I finally agree, you can't be alone in this world, can never be. Just recently, I started to discover that, behind everybody's nice looking face, outfit etc, there is always another person that you never know. It isn't that I never understand this fact before, but to know and understand the fact, and to experience it by yourself then only to know and to better understand it; it is totally different! As the matter of fact, it really scare me. Well, of course there was some which actually impressed me; reminds me of Forrest Gump too.
Anyway, cut all the crap. Guess what? I have a puppy at thome, came into the family on the 20th of February 2009, if I am not mistaken, it was born on the 23rd or 24th of January 2009. So, dad and mom took it in 2 days ago, and bring it to the vet. Pity him, got some skin problems due to the environment he was there before. Got him 2 injections and some medicine to be taken everyday. The vet doc named him as Don... so, that's his name, which I was never been consulted yet. i remembered that day, I was googling the names for puppies.. and was asking a friend's opinion as well. The result, I love the name "Wolfi". That is what I call my pup now. And yes, dad and mom call the pup "Don" and I am still stick with "Wolfi" =D
Too sleepy to continue this blog already...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
想念是会呼吸的痛
梁静茹
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
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