Negative charge is all around me; whatever I do, wherever I go, whatever I see... I am all filled up with negative charge.
How long have I not been in this situation already? I cannot blame others of what I am going through right now. Yes, I may have complains about how I was being treated, but still it's up to me on how do i take it as.
I can't relax when the problem is still there; but at the same time, I can't afford to bother much when the problem is still there. So, why the heck I worry so much, even I was only in a game? Expectation.. I expected to at least control of the situation while I am in a game; I expected to let go all my anger while I am in a game; I expected to release everything once I am in a game.
Nah, end of the day, when you aren't fully utilize your "present" moment, you ain't fully enjoying or experiencing that current moment.
There are some interesting people I met recently. I finally agree, you can't be alone in this world, can never be. Just recently, I started to discover that, behind everybody's nice looking face, outfit etc, there is always another person that you never know. It isn't that I never understand this fact before, but to know and understand the fact, and to experience it by yourself then only to know and to better understand it; it is totally different! As the matter of fact, it really scare me. Well, of course there was some which actually impressed me; reminds me of Forrest Gump too.
Anyway, cut all the crap. Guess what? I have a puppy at thome, came into the family on the 20th of February 2009, if I am not mistaken, it was born on the 23rd or 24th of January 2009. So, dad and mom took it in 2 days ago, and bring it to the vet. Pity him, got some skin problems due to the environment he was there before. Got him 2 injections and some medicine to be taken everyday. The vet doc named him as Don... so, that's his name, which I was never been consulted yet. i remembered that day, I was googling the names for puppies.. and was asking a friend's opinion as well. The result, I love the name "Wolfi". That is what I call my pup now. And yes, dad and mom call the pup "Don" and I am still stick with "Wolfi" =D
Too sleepy to continue this blog already...
How long have I not been in this situation already? I cannot blame others of what I am going through right now. Yes, I may have complains about how I was being treated, but still it's up to me on how do i take it as.
I can't relax when the problem is still there; but at the same time, I can't afford to bother much when the problem is still there. So, why the heck I worry so much, even I was only in a game? Expectation.. I expected to at least control of the situation while I am in a game; I expected to let go all my anger while I am in a game; I expected to release everything once I am in a game.
Nah, end of the day, when you aren't fully utilize your "present" moment, you ain't fully enjoying or experiencing that current moment.
There are some interesting people I met recently. I finally agree, you can't be alone in this world, can never be. Just recently, I started to discover that, behind everybody's nice looking face, outfit etc, there is always another person that you never know. It isn't that I never understand this fact before, but to know and understand the fact, and to experience it by yourself then only to know and to better understand it; it is totally different! As the matter of fact, it really scare me. Well, of course there was some which actually impressed me; reminds me of Forrest Gump too.
Anyway, cut all the crap. Guess what? I have a puppy at thome, came into the family on the 20th of February 2009, if I am not mistaken, it was born on the 23rd or 24th of January 2009. So, dad and mom took it in 2 days ago, and bring it to the vet. Pity him, got some skin problems due to the environment he was there before. Got him 2 injections and some medicine to be taken everyday. The vet doc named him as Don... so, that's his name, which I was never been consulted yet. i remembered that day, I was googling the names for puppies.. and was asking a friend's opinion as well. The result, I love the name "Wolfi". That is what I call my pup now. And yes, dad and mom call the pup "Don" and I am still stick with "Wolfi" =D
Too sleepy to continue this blog already...
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