A man speaks as such to his lady

Here comes my universe
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I could never see her tears. It's not in my responsibility.
Never fight back; never talk back.

Instead of laughter, you made me cry more

So. He raised his voice at me.
I have got so disappointed and hurt. Why did he treat me like this now.

I'm left alone dealing with my emotions.
He acts as nothing happened.

Why my marriage is like such?
Was I wrong to get hold on him when everybody asked me not to?

How many times I have to tell myself .. that all he knows is words. Just merely words. And act stupid.
So irresponsible...
I should have known better. If a 30yo needs his family to handle his BGR, he's never a grown up.

I shaped a boy to a man. And then he treats me like I'm just another trouble maker. How he talks to his girl now, and how he talks to me now.

Men are cheats.
And they act stupid not knowing it.

Maybe I was then loaded. Now I'm broke.
So, he just proved he's a jerk like any other men. He just proved I was so wrong about him.

I should have just cancelled the wedding. Why did I care much about anyone else's feeling but myself?