Can't sleep tonight, can't study either.. nth much to do, no mood to play games.. chat with my brother but i think he is busy.. sometimes i wonder, why am i leaving life like this? How do i make this life more interesting? Is it being happy is enough? A friend said this before," Are we human beings going through a spiritual experience or we are spiritual beings undergoing a human experience?" I have been thinking.. still i can't find the answer, but one thing, what am i going to do with my life? What am i going to be after i have been a student for years?
Everyday life involve human interactions.. human interactions involve feelings.. which it develops into relationships--friendships, partnerships, a family etc.. are those just a short term thingy in life? Sometimes i will have such feelings,"it's just part of life, why bother much about it?" sometimes i would want to be cruel to certain relationship, yet i couldnt do so, why? It's funny.
while im writing this, i dont have answer to what i wrote. Im not asking for answer as well. i just curious.. why am i in this world.. what am i going to do with my life? why there are so much conflict in my mind? and why am i so bother about these middle of night like this? gosh..
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