色=空

很狠
人怎么可以那么狠

看是技巧性，婉转性的说话
的的确确狠狠地伤了我的心

人真的可以很无情

原来
我真的很笨

那个我所谓的Package
都是我太天真了

once a friend was explaining to me
the difference of making love and having sex
the end of discussion
making love = you look into each others eyes; you are facing each other; intimate feelings is there
having sex = all those positions you apply during the intercourse and you are not facing each other

my understanding?
making love and having sex carry the same meaning, it's just that both are different ways of acknowledge people of the intercourse; something like a more softer way to say it.
I believe intercourse exists only when love exists, intimate feelings exist; it comes in a package.

Today,
making love = intercourse with someone you love and love you in return
having sex = just for the sake of having sex

Ouch!
Am I too old to understand this?
Maybe I should just go and die, as I was being wished that way before.

How would someone be so harsh in words they said?
Have they not think before what they are going to say, will hurt a person's feelings?

朋友都劝我
说我只会伤害自己
我说我没事
静静地 我没事

真的不可不信直觉
那一天 告诉了自己
别想多了
因为我只为坦白而活

原来
我的直觉不骗我
是我
一直在欺骗自己

原来
坦白面对
不是每人都能

那一天
我已知道
你的天空
没有我的余地

这一天
我的心哭泣了
我的心痛
你感觉得到吗
你没看见
我正在勉强的笑吗
你不会看见
因为你心中只容纳你自己

~Do not hate, it's between to stay or to walk away~
wish upon the stars, that one day there is a look back and greetings from the silence

再一次
我为自己证明了自己的愚笨
还是一只躲在井口底下的蛙子
我狠狠地嘲笑了今天的自己
谢谢你
我用经验来教导我自己