Postnatal Depression?

I am not sure what is postnatal Depression

But I am not happy. It's been so long I have not felt happiness..

It seems I'm seeing everyone to think that I am one useless person. With or without me, it doesn't matter to them at all.
I want to go home but I have to wait and sometimes I even have to ask.. isn't this one of a sensitive thing a husband should know? I don't remember what I was being promised when I got proposed.. but ..

He doesn't talk to me anymore. He doesn't seem to be interested in how am I feeling anymore. No words of concerns nor encouragements. When I said "I need you", I have got a reply like "you know I will always support you no matter what you do" and "I need your support" ..
How is that gonna comfort my lost soul or empty souk or what so ever soul..
It's all words from mouth.. he didn't even start a conversation about it with me. He didn't ask nor comfort me with words.
And when I started to talk, I got asked back,"you want words or actions?"

Is that how marriage life is?

Once again, I have to keep all to myself.
Deal it alone.
Oh, he mentioned about don't think too much, be positive..and that was it. In a way, he asked me to deal it on my own.

Is that how marriage life is?

We hardly talk. We don't even spend time together as a family. The bonding isn't done. It's all he does his, I do mine. Tried talking to him but that's it. It stopped there.

It's all iPhone, tablets.
When there is free time, TV iPhone games tablets games always get in the way and not bonding time with the girl.

Is this how marriage life work?

It's sad that I have to write this blog..
I wrote so that whatever jumbled in my mind get out of there..
So much things inside and I can't figure which to get out first.

All romance thing.. it's not out of concern of what the person needs.. it's just out of what you think you want to do and hope to get expected appreciation.

All I need is your concern.. that you really care. Not careless. Not what you think you want to do.

So much to get out..