There was a girl
she was only 20
brave enough to explore alone
in a far away land.
She had a friend
whom she contact once in awhile,
whom she asked help from,
whom she had never seen before,
but only spoken through ICQ.
And one day,
they decided to meet up.
To him, she was an elephant through his imagination;
To her, he should be a nice person.
It was a great first meet up.
Everything about him was so great,
only that his saliva was all over
whenever he spoke!
They took a 3 hours walk
from town along the beach,
back to where they stayed.
She can't stop thinking of him;
He didn't quit talking to her.
Soon they spent more time together,
and soon after 2 weeks,
man, she was so in love!
For almost 3 years,
they spent everyday together,
they conquered everything together,
even better than a married couple does!
It was never tough to her,
it was only bitter and sweet,
for the love was so true,
for the love was so pure.
She knew,
he had to adapt to her,
and for that,
she appreciated him more by days,
she trusted him with all her heart,
she loved him with all she had.
She remembered,
if she were to leave him for a week,
a day before she left,
she would cry like a baby does...
hoped that he would be there,
whenever wherever...
Then she learnt to be strong,
she didn't want him to suffer,
she didn't want money to bother,
she tried to give him the best,
and she stopped him from buying gifts;
yet ego he had at times,
so she acted like a kid sometimes,
"oh, i want this; and i want that too,"
it was rather sweet..
Story about them,
it was too much to share,
for it was very true and lovely.
Once,
he hurt her unintentionally,
she still loved him dearly,
but she can't get over the incident...
she knew she had to go
in order to get back her love.
Soon,
she made a decision
which hurt her deeply,
that brought her sleepless nights,
that strengthen her love,
that suffer her deadly...
which she always wished,
"If only I could die right away..."
Everyday since the break,
no one touches the picture that
she displayed on her table,
nor her make-up desk,
where she could see him
every now and then..
And there was a key chain,
with his and her dreams within,
she kept it nicely,
in her musical box,
as if their love will last
as beautiful as the music does..
Time passed
and he was slowly doing well,
never did her love quit;
wanting to be his side again,
yet worry if she brings bad luck.
She never had the courage,
for he was doing so well.
She didn't want him to misunderstand,
she had no way to tell,
how much she missed him,
how much she loved him still.
Until she was ready to speak,
everything was few steps behind.
Love,
is a wonderful thing.
It could be magic;
It is an ability.
She does believe in love,
before she called the break,
she told herself,
"If it is love we hold,
we will be together again,"
Now that he found another,
eternal love that they promised,
it is remain as a dream.
She was disturbed by the news,
for it was the day
she decided to talk to him.
Few steps behind,
and she has the eternal love
only by herself.
She tries harder to deny,
she tries harder to live with it,
yet
the harder she tries,
the more pain she feels.
No one really know the truth,
she has always tell lies to cover her feelings.
Only recently she told a friend
she can't afford to hide more.
Her friend once told her,
"no other girlfriend would do what you did
it was irrelevant but it hold a great purpose,"
Gosh, that hurt her deeply deep...
She was just a kid,
just wanted her man to be strong..
If only their love is eternal,
even hell would be heaven too...
All she wanted was to see him happy again,
for she knows,
he loves life,
he loves activities,
and his mom and aunts,
loves him dearly;
it must have been very hurtful
to see him suffer so...
She must not do anything
to hurt him once more
nor to hurt them again.
She is so sorry
she didn't know any other way
to make him strong
but with all the harsh and hurtful things
she had done.
She must had forgotten,
love could be magic too.
She must had forgotten,
once love had make them so strong.
She was just a kid,
lost alone in a small island,
tried to be strong
by denying the love..
but
she must had forgotten,
love could be magic..
She was just a kid,
missed her love too much,
couldn't bear with the distance of all sudden,
for they had spent the past 3 years,
every day and night.
If only she was strong
and waited him alone for months,
their eternal love as promised,
could be the fairy tale comes true...
and hell would be heaven too...
It wasn't unanswered.
Holding to his promises after the break,
she learnt to love again,
but...
she was just steps behind...
She will make a fairy tale comes true,
there is eternal love in her heart,
that she assures.
And she wants nothing but his happiness.
Love is an ability;
Love is a magic.
she was only 20
brave enough to explore alone
in a far away land.
She had a friend
whom she contact once in awhile,
whom she asked help from,
whom she had never seen before,
but only spoken through ICQ.
And one day,
they decided to meet up.
To him, she was an elephant through his imagination;
To her, he should be a nice person.
It was a great first meet up.
Everything about him was so great,
only that his saliva was all over
whenever he spoke!
They took a 3 hours walk
from town along the beach,
back to where they stayed.
She can't stop thinking of him;
He didn't quit talking to her.
Soon they spent more time together,
and soon after 2 weeks,
man, she was so in love!
For almost 3 years,
they spent everyday together,
they conquered everything together,
even better than a married couple does!
It was never tough to her,
it was only bitter and sweet,
for the love was so true,
for the love was so pure.
She knew,
he had to adapt to her,
and for that,
she appreciated him more by days,
she trusted him with all her heart,
she loved him with all she had.
She remembered,
if she were to leave him for a week,
a day before she left,
she would cry like a baby does...
hoped that he would be there,
whenever wherever...
Then she learnt to be strong,
she didn't want him to suffer,
she didn't want money to bother,
she tried to give him the best,
and she stopped him from buying gifts;
yet ego he had at times,
so she acted like a kid sometimes,
"oh, i want this; and i want that too,"
it was rather sweet..
Story about them,
it was too much to share,
for it was very true and lovely.
Once,
he hurt her unintentionally,
she still loved him dearly,
but she can't get over the incident...
she knew she had to go
in order to get back her love.
Soon,
she made a decision
which hurt her deeply,
that brought her sleepless nights,
that strengthen her love,
that suffer her deadly...
which she always wished,
"If only I could die right away..."
Everyday since the break,
no one touches the picture that
she displayed on her table,
nor her make-up desk,
where she could see him
every now and then..
And there was a key chain,
with his and her dreams within,
she kept it nicely,
in her musical box,
as if their love will last
as beautiful as the music does..
Time passed
and he was slowly doing well,
never did her love quit;
wanting to be his side again,
yet worry if she brings bad luck.
She never had the courage,
for he was doing so well.
She didn't want him to misunderstand,
she had no way to tell,
how much she missed him,
how much she loved him still.
Until she was ready to speak,
everything was few steps behind.
Love,
is a wonderful thing.
It could be magic;
It is an ability.
She does believe in love,
before she called the break,
she told herself,
"If it is love we hold,
we will be together again,"
Now that he found another,
eternal love that they promised,
it is remain as a dream.
She was disturbed by the news,
for it was the day
she decided to talk to him.
Few steps behind,
and she has the eternal love
only by herself.
She tries harder to deny,
she tries harder to live with it,
yet
the harder she tries,
the more pain she feels.
No one really know the truth,
she has always tell lies to cover her feelings.
Only recently she told a friend
she can't afford to hide more.
Her friend once told her,
"no other girlfriend would do what you did
it was irrelevant but it hold a great purpose,"
Gosh, that hurt her deeply deep...
She was just a kid,
just wanted her man to be strong..
If only their love is eternal,
even hell would be heaven too...
All she wanted was to see him happy again,
for she knows,
he loves life,
he loves activities,
and his mom and aunts,
loves him dearly;
it must have been very hurtful
to see him suffer so...
She must not do anything
to hurt him once more
nor to hurt them again.
She is so sorry
she didn't know any other way
to make him strong
but with all the harsh and hurtful things
she had done.
She must had forgotten,
love could be magic too.
She must had forgotten,
once love had make them so strong.
She was just a kid,
lost alone in a small island,
tried to be strong
by denying the love..
but
she must had forgotten,
love could be magic..
She was just a kid,
missed her love too much,
couldn't bear with the distance of all sudden,
for they had spent the past 3 years,
every day and night.
If only she was strong
and waited him alone for months,
their eternal love as promised,
could be the fairy tale comes true...
and hell would be heaven too...
It wasn't unanswered.
Holding to his promises after the break,
she learnt to love again,
but...
she was just steps behind...
She will make a fairy tale comes true,
there is eternal love in her heart,
that she assures.
And she wants nothing but his happiness.
Love is an ability;
Love is a magic.
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