我，不孝。

I've left it unsettled.

I am lost and I seriously have no idea how to handle it.

I thought, I should confront them; but then one party act as if there was nothing happened, another kept telling me what had happened and what is happening; yet keep telling me, not to ask or mention anything to the other party whom involved.

What should I do? I thought of writing a letter of fact; both written and given to both parties involved; but would that worsen the situation? I have no idea.

I have not tell both my brothers about it. Is this issue something new, or to them, it's just another dramatic incident again?

My heart struggling in between, to stay back, or to leave. To stay back, so that I could know what's going on, and maybe I could help ease the situation;To leave, I just wish not to hear or know about it; in other word, I am pretending I do not know about it, then maybe it will stay in mind, that there ain't such thing happened before.

曾经的对与错，那已经是过去， 旧账别拿来今日说；要怪吗？就该看看自己当初如何处理 - 没有面对而默忍。所谓累积成多就是如此。
手指还没指向别人之前，请看看自己做了什么，是否决定那些行动之前，曾考虑了别人的立场？

别用自己的定义决定他人的行为或性格。 坦白或许更理想。
坐下想一想，问题所在是否因没有坦白而乱了双方？
再来看一看，是否若有了坦白，今天那个陌生人就没有机会乱了我们的内阁？
根本，没有人知道他是谁；咱们有的就是那些字迹，而那仅是别人的字迹。
为了一个不知名的陌生人，乱了内阁，既不是很笨拙的事吗？

没有能力一个人负担
要我怎么开口
要我如何面对
要我如何助您坚强
自己背着一颗心
努力的护着四颗心
站在十字路口
我该怎么把它画个圈圈
把每一个90°角落圆滑了

结果还是没勇气
我没有解决它
任由它“自由发展”
痛着父亲的痛
疼着母亲的疼
欺骗自己
安慰自己“不会有事的”

我
逃避了。。。

是否大哥的肩膀
二哥的胸怀
还有我依靠的空间？