Myself

Work has been busy;
I love my job, I hate my job as well.

I miss my friends; I miss Valentine's;
I miss seeing sincere people; I miss being a happy girl;

The more you know, the more ugly the truth is.
And when truth hits you in life, for me, I will be sad. Why is the world, or the society is so polluted? Polluted in the mind, in their soul. You may not having a 100% pure soul, but hey, at least being true and sincere is much much better than cocky person.

I know, that's the matter of survivor in the society. That is why I always thought to myself, I am the alien.. I have a friend kept sharing with me about aliens base, aliens in our world, I do find it hard to believe; but I being an alien among people I know, ah.. I do not know how to express.

I miss watching movies; I miss going around and trying variety of food; I miss going cyber cafe and play 3D games that I do not understand at all; I miss having Cornetto middle of the night; I miss having double egg burger during the weekends; I miss karaoke-ing; I miss someone to listen and to talk whatever topics with no pressures; I miss mount climbing; I miss canoeing; I miss traveling; I miss listening to the adventures stories;

Can you share this with me?

sigh....
I have turned so ugly; I don't look pretty in pictures anymore; I love photography but I am not pretty anymore.
I live too simple, my mind too simple, is that why I am always alone?

I can't even think of what to write anymore.. i just miss being a happy girl