Is a package really that matters?
"It's a real world, wake up," he said.
"It's how you look at it, a career, or just a job," said a friend.
I do not know, how far I can go in that job, but I do know, it's going to be a tough one.
I know they are concern, and they worry, and they miss me a lot; if I never fell, how would I learn how to stand? I have all this while been in the comfort zone. Can't it be that I step my foot in there, pick up anything that is possible, and then only they be prepare to help or lend a shoulder whenever I may need one? Why is it that it has to before I start off anything, I need to make sure all are secure? Life is so unpredictable, why can't I take the step and walk it as it comes along the way?
Didn't he started all from zero, again and again? I love to be loved, I don't deny it.. but what have I achieved so far? Under the blanket, I am secured and being protected so. No matter how much I wish to step ahead and go far, I will be scare and worry. And instead of being supportive or being positive, they drag me back with possible bad consequences. Why can't there be possible of good consequences? do we human beings needs only bad consequences to make the right choice? But on what circumstances, and on what right do we judge whether the things that have yet to happen, is bad or good?
Risk is everywhere you go; whatever decision you made. Be in the situation, eventually you will know how to survive yourself. There, you might find out, how strong or tough are you, and if you are capable of being challenged that way.
The desire is so strong, but my confidence is so little. All I need is their support. Why can't it be,"Go! Go for it! Never try, how would you know?!"
He was once like that, and when I finally make up my mind to go, "You don't come here unless you are getting at least 3K,"
Or am I just too naive? It's a real world? Does the figure really determine of what and how you should live your life??
I don't deny that there are reasons for me to stay back, the locations, the people, the environment, the food. I really need to learn to stand on my own. At this age, still feeling lost, and still single, man, who knows I might not get anyone to marry me?? Gosh, I seriously need to help myself to survive on my own. Going out there to a place where I have never been exposed to before, I bet, I will learn my ways to help myself.
I ain't trying to be a superwoman. Who doesn't love to be loved and pampered? Maybe I am currently trying to live on my own too. haha.
ah, crappy. Here I am, letting go another chance, of so many chances I had before, I am letting it go again..
"It's a real world, wake up," he said.
"It's how you look at it, a career, or just a job," said a friend.
I do not know, how far I can go in that job, but I do know, it's going to be a tough one.
I know they are concern, and they worry, and they miss me a lot; if I never fell, how would I learn how to stand? I have all this while been in the comfort zone. Can't it be that I step my foot in there, pick up anything that is possible, and then only they be prepare to help or lend a shoulder whenever I may need one? Why is it that it has to before I start off anything, I need to make sure all are secure? Life is so unpredictable, why can't I take the step and walk it as it comes along the way?
Didn't he started all from zero, again and again? I love to be loved, I don't deny it.. but what have I achieved so far? Under the blanket, I am secured and being protected so. No matter how much I wish to step ahead and go far, I will be scare and worry. And instead of being supportive or being positive, they drag me back with possible bad consequences. Why can't there be possible of good consequences? do we human beings needs only bad consequences to make the right choice? But on what circumstances, and on what right do we judge whether the things that have yet to happen, is bad or good?
Risk is everywhere you go; whatever decision you made. Be in the situation, eventually you will know how to survive yourself. There, you might find out, how strong or tough are you, and if you are capable of being challenged that way.
The desire is so strong, but my confidence is so little. All I need is their support. Why can't it be,"Go! Go for it! Never try, how would you know?!"
He was once like that, and when I finally make up my mind to go, "You don't come here unless you are getting at least 3K,"
Or am I just too naive? It's a real world? Does the figure really determine of what and how you should live your life??
I don't deny that there are reasons for me to stay back, the locations, the people, the environment, the food. I really need to learn to stand on my own. At this age, still feeling lost, and still single, man, who knows I might not get anyone to marry me?? Gosh, I seriously need to help myself to survive on my own. Going out there to a place where I have never been exposed to before, I bet, I will learn my ways to help myself.
I ain't trying to be a superwoman. Who doesn't love to be loved and pampered? Maybe I am currently trying to live on my own too. haha.
ah, crappy. Here I am, letting go another chance, of so many chances I had before, I am letting it go again..
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