A look Back to The Past

*Found this while I was browsing back old times blog. Does it really exist? I hold to the words, and things just didn't turn out as written. Does it exist? Unable to step ahead no matter how eager I want to.

Dear Ern,
Sometimes in life you cannot look at the negative all the time. If you open up your eyes, you may actually see the more positive side.

Life is all about decision. The decisions that you make will detemine where you will be in the future. This is what my stepdad told me before when I was very young but I still remember this quote. However I would like to add, you will always have options. Dont worry about what decision you make now as there will always be a way out of your problem.

Trust me I know that everything will work out for you. I know that. You were a very sure and strong person. A girl with her very own personality that can stand against the strongest wind. I know you will be fine. Just remember you still have some friends who still love, care and worry for you all the time. Do take care.

I dedicate this song to you. It was sung by Mariah Carey. The name of the song is Butterfly. Read the lyrics as it is very very true.

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly, I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand, to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You’ve given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me
When you’re ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can’t pretend these tears
Aren’t overflowing steadily
I can’t prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you’ll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun (fly to the sun)
If you should return to me (I will know you’re mine)
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
My butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

So flutter through the sky
Butterfly, fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

July 29, 2006 @ 9:32 pm